The Evil Eye

Bruce split up with me on Friday :( Although I had the feeling he'd do that, it came out of the blue. He has not offered a satisfactory explanation (the things he said that would bother him in the long run were all things that he knew of right from the start).

I have been feeling very down. A wasted weekend in the solitude of my four walls. My aches have returned. My will to live is diminishing.

I have been eating... not proud of it, but what do you do when there is nothing else to hold on to?

That man promised so many things and I foolishly believed him. I suppose it was just another ploy to get to a vulnerable female. Who knows what secrets he's been hiding! It does not matter that I was going to end it because his stinginess and bad breath annoyed me - it is no consolation.

Still, my sixth sense tells me that he is going to regret it. He will suffer with loneliness more than I will.

Now I've got to pick myself up again. Hard to do with all life's stresses. *sigh*